Fawn.Universal
a Safe space FOR EXPLORING
THE MYSTERious
Fawn.Universal
a Safe space FOR EXPLORING THE MYSTERious
For two decades, I have passionately studied human consciousness, the human experience, and the nature of reality - from research labs at UC Berkeley to week-long symposiums at the renowned Pari Center in Pari, Italy, to thousands of hours of self-study and dozens of classes along the way.
From the outset of my explorations and research, a surprising reality emerged and grew more evident over time:
a majority of human beings around the world and throughout history have had anomalous experiences that DEFY EXPLANATION...
Experiences that they are not "supposed to" be able to have...
Experiences that do not fit into the consensus worldviews they were given...
Experiences that change their lives and disrupt everything they thought was "real" about "reality"...
The
"Preposterous" Anomalous
In Western culture, anomalous experiences and phenomena have been dismissed as "impossible", "outrageous", and "woo" - and the people who've had these experiences ("Experiencers") have been largely discredited, ridiculed, and ostracized.
Due to this severe social stigma, professionals who would have otherwise been in a position to support Experiencers have been prevented from doing so at the risk of personal defamation and professional suicide.
As a result, hundreds of thousands of people have had profoundly anomalous experiences and nowhere to turn for support in understanding, navigating, and integrating these life-altering events - leaving them to internalize and hide their experiences in secrecy, shame, denial, confusion, and isolation.
Thankfully, a sea change is upon us.
The closed-mindedness of dogmatic, physicalist science and the scorn of social taboos are rapidly dissolving in the light of leading-edge research, courageous testimony, and multi-modal evidence.
Thankfully, a paradigm shift is underway
Finally, the closed-mindedness of physicalist science and the scorn of social taboos are rapidly dissolving in the light of leading-edge research, courageous testimony, and undeniable multi-modal evidence.
The momentum of this sea change has been a catalyst for...
The Sea Change
Increasingly over the past decade, these unexplainable experiences and so-called "impossible" phenomena have emerged into the zeitgeist through brave and innovative research, advances in physics and biology, and the testimony of highly credible, top-brass individuals from diverse fields who are courageous enough to share what they have encountered.
The momentum of this sea change has become a catalyst for...
A New Era
...of rigorous revelation and sincere investigation into "fringe" realms and disruptive discoveries...
...of congressional hearings and constitutional amendments addressing topics that were previously scorned and dismissed as "conspiracy"...
...of high-ranking whistle-blowers stepping forth to share their accounts of the anomalous.
...of brilliant researchers, physicists, biologists, innovators, philosophers, psychiatrists, academics, historians, mathematicians, and experiencers who are bravely pointing to the overwhelming evidence that these "anomalous" phenomena are indeed real, and that human advancement requires a willingness to release our false delusions of certainty and develop a capacity to embrace the unknown in our explorations of "reality".
I am here to help turn the tide from misinformation, misunderstanding,
and rejection
to
illumination, curiosity, and connection.
I am here to help shift the tide from
misinformation, misunderstanding, and rejection
to illumination, curiosity, and connection.
The Calling
FOR TWO DECADES, i have FELT a deep calling to BE OF support to experiencers AND PEOPLE who are AWAKENING AND waking up to the realization that "reality" IS not what THEY WERE LED TO BELIEVE.
Until recently, I held this calling close to my heart yet hidden away, knowing all too well what the stakes could be if word got out about taking any interest in these topics: my credibility, livelihood, career, clientele, body of work, and everything I've worked so hard for, both personally and professionally.
NOW, DUE TO THE SIGNIFICANT SHIFT IN PUBLIC PERCEPTION AND THE URGENT NEED FOR LEGITIMATE SUPPORT AND CONVERSATION IN THE emerging "UAP" SPACE, THE NEED TO HIDE IS OVER.
The time has come to step into the light and support my kindred humans who are also experiencing, exploring, and awakening through this pivotal era.
I never could have imagined that I would witness this sea change in my lifetime, let alone have the opportunity to contribute to the most important exploration and ontological revolution in human history.
It is with reverence and excitement that I begin this new emergence into a deep, life-long Knowing:
Awakening is Universal.
Let's explore
together.
The Essence of Fawn.Universal
The essence of
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To provide a safe space for the exploration of elusive yet ever-present anomalous phenomena.
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To support those who have had, and/or continue to have, anomalous experiences.
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To facilitate the process of waking up to the realization that reality is not as it seemed and life will never be the same... and to guide an orientation into a new and expanded way of living.
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To connect and create symbiotic relationships with other humans who share a fascination for this immensely important and endlessly mysterious adventure.
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To curate and share helpful, leading-edge resources, potent information, and rigorous research related to the exploration of The Phenomenon.
Fawn.Universal
My Studies / Mentors / Classes
Related to "The Phenomenon"
I have had the honor of studying with top figures in their respective fields related to "The Phenomenon", including:
I have had the honor of studying with top figures in their respective fields related to "The Phenomenon", including:
Diana Pasulka, PhD
Bernardo Kastrup, PhD
John Vervaeke, PhD
Darren King / "ExoAcademian"
Sean Esbjorn-Hargens, PhD
James Madden, PhD
Alex Gomez-Marin, PhD
Learn more about
what I've been exploring!
Learn more about what I've been exploring!
2025 - Frontiers of Experience w/Darren King (ExoAcademian) (12-week live course)
2025 - Consciousness: The Great Anomaly of Science w/Alex Gomez-Marin PhD (physicist, neuroscientist) (4-week live course)
2025 - The Cognitive Science of the Imaginal w/John Vervaeke Ph.D (renowned Cognitive Scientist, Philosopher, & Professor) (8-week live course)
2024 - With Reality in Mind w/Bernardo Kastrup, PhD, PhD - (6-week live course - fall cohort)
2024 - Exoterrestrials w/Sean Esbjorn-Hargens (10-week live course)
2024 - Entity Encounters w/Sean Esbjorn-Hargens (10-week live course)
2024 - Intro to UFOs: Part 1 w/Diana Pasulka, PhD (8-week live class)
2024 - Intro to UFOs: Part 2 w/Diana Pasulka, PhD (8-week live class)
2024 - Unidentified Flying Hyperobject w/James Madden PhD (5-week live class)
2024 - Protocols w/Diana Pasulka, PhD (5-week live class)
2024 - The Original Red Pill w/Diana Pasulka, PhD (5-week live class)
2024 - The Cognitive Science of Ritual w/John Vervaeke, Ph.D (renowned Cognitive Scientist, Philosopher, & Professor) (8-week live course)
2024 - Expanding Consciousness w/Darren King (ExoAcademian) (12-week live course)
2024 - Ultimate Reality Beyond God w/John Vervaeke Ph.D (renowned Cognitive Scientist, Philosopher, & Professor) (12-week intensive course)
2024 - Women Leaders in Early History w/Academic Historian Dr. Diana Pasulka (5 week class)
2023 - Expanding Consciousness w/Darren King (ExoAcademian) (12-week live course)
2023 - With Reality in Mind w/Bernardo Kastrup, PhD, PhD - (6-week live class - fall)
2023 - “The Headless Way” w/Richard Lang - (3-week online live class)
2023 - With Reality in Mind w/Bernardo Kastrup, PhD, PhD - (6-week live class - spring)
2022 - Revisioning Consciousness Conference - Pari, Italy: Pari Center for New Learning - Exclusive/small-group conference with world-renowned physicists, thought-leaders, professors, researchers, & wisdom teachers, including Dr. Iain McGilchrist (week-long in-person immersion)
2022 - Beyond Bohm: Science, Order, & Creativity - Pari Center for New Learning (with world-renowned experts) (8-week online live program)
2022 - With Reality in Mind w/Bernardo Kastrup, PhD, PhD - (6-week live class)
2022 - Expanding Awareness - Amir Giles, UK Psychedelic Society (6-week live course)
2021-2022 - Integral Enlightenment: Living Purpose - w/Craig Hamilton (4-month)
Diana Walsh Pasulka - Renowned professor of Religious Studies at UNC; leading researcher and author in the UAP field.
Darren King "ExoAcademian" - Head of media, John Mack Institute; Podcast host; teacher, UAP studies.
James Madden PhD - Author; Professor of Philosophy and Religion, Benedictine College.
Sean Esbjorn-Hargens, PhD - Program Director at the California Institute of Human Sciences. Recognized global leader in the application of Integrative thinking and research methodologies in both academic and organizational contexts (2024).
Alex Gomez Marin, PhD - Physicist, Biologist, Director of The Pari Institute.
Bernardo Kastrup, PhD, PhD - Renowned mathematician, philosopher, author, renowned for his paradigm shifting theory of Analytic Idealism, (2022-current).
Michael Levin, PhD - World-leading developmental biologist, researcher, and innovator (2023-current).
John Vervaeke, PhD - Award-winning philosopher, cognitive scientist, and teacher (2024).
Bernardo Kastrup “With Reality in Mind” - Ongoing weekly Masterclass (2022-current), UAP sub-community
Darren King "Expanding Consciousness" community
The Night Shift community - Active member
S.P.A.C.E.S.
Spaces & Places of Awakening, Connection, Exploration, & Synergy
For the first time, I am formally offering support and integrative experiences specifically designed for those who feel called to explore The Phenomenon and/or to receive 1:1 support as they navigate their personal journeys of anomaly and awakening.
COACHING / SUPPORT
Experience a safe and generative space of specialized support, guidance, and connection while exploring the Phenomenon, anomalous experiences, and - most importantly - the journey of integrating these profound realities into a meaningful and full expression of life ("Ontological Grok").
Expand into the possibility and purpose that the phenomenon evokes for those whom it encounters.
Learn more about my background & qualifications on the "About" and "Work With Me" pages.
GROUPS & CIRCLES
"G.L.O.B.E."
Experiencer Community
The Grounding Liminality
Of Being an Experiencer
An intentional, facilitated space for embracing and developing our innate capacity to awaken and adeptly navigate the ontological possibility space within the Ultimate Unknown. (Winter 2025)
Classes / Workshops / Retreats
(Coming 2025/26)
NEW PODCAST!
(Winter 2025)
"Ontological Grok"
"Exploring the nature of reality
and the reality of nature"
What if "Ontological Shock" isn't an inevitable response, but a simple a misunderstanding? This podcast will explore the premises that, a) the actual nature of reality includes and normalizes phenomena that "physicalist science" can't, and b) humans are innately oriented to awaken, navigate, and "grok" the infinite ontological possibility space within anomalous experiences and the ultimate unknown. Together, we will develop this innate capacity through inquiry, dialogue, and practices.
S.P.A.C.E.S.
Spaces & Places of Awakening, Connection, Exploration, & Synergy
I'm delighted to offer new experiences and ways to connect, specifically designed for those who are interested in exploring The Phenomenon and/or receiving 1:1 support in navigating their personal experiences and journeys of anomaly and awakening.
More information will be announced throughout summer 2025, please fill out the form at the bottom of the page to indicate your interest and/or to share your questions.
Resources
Check out my guest appearance on the Mystic Lounge podcast!
Join host Alan Smith and I as we discuss the various interpretive lenses of UAP / The Phenomenon(a), the Divided Brain theory, the distraction of disclosure, ontological unfolding in a high-strangeness reality, and a wide range of topics related to UAP and the human condition.
Curated Playlists
A progressive introduction and resource guide for the UAP-curious, starting from the top of the rabbit hole and venturing into deeper realms.
A progressive introduction and resource guide for exploring the "Experiencer Phenomenon" including conversations, research, and stories.
Reading list and podcast recs coming soon!
Details to be announced Fall 2025, if you would like to learn more please fill out the form at the bottom of the page to indicate your interest!
Let's explore
together.
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"It is not credible or viable to act like this isn't happening."
Dr. Anna Brady-Estavez, PhD
Advisor, UAP Disclosure Fund
Founding Partner, American DeepTech
National Science Foundation Fellow, Yale